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November 30, 2009

12:25

It took me just under twelve and half hours to drive home yesterday. I could have done it a little quicker but I had a dog that needed a few breaks and I drove conservatively since the roads were teeming with cops. The first four hours flew by; the next three slowed down a little; the three after that dragged on forever; but the last two went fairly quick again. Having a good audio book really helped keep my mind occupied. I was so into the story that I almost didn’t want to get out of the jeep when I finally got back to Batesville.

It was raining fairly heavily when I got home but I stood outside for a good twenty minutes with the dog while she stretched her legs. It was actually quite relaxing listening to the raindrops hit the leaves while watching the wind blow waves of mist across the road. In Michigan I had adopted one of my grandpa’s old jackets and his smell was still lingering in it. The odor of memories mingled with the musky scent of fall decay and wet leather so nicely that even when the cold water saturated my hair and began trickling down the back of my neck I didn’t go inside right away. The occasional car drove by, the dog sniffed around the garbage cans, and I quietly rode the familiar waves of melancholy restlessness that come after leaving my friends and family. When I finally did go inside I stuck a pasty in the oven to warm up while I dried off and put a few things away. Then I ate my dinner with fresh pressed apple cider, watched part of a bad movie, and went to bed early.

November 28, 2009

On the Road Again, Again

After dinner and drinks with Bourke at the Claddagh, I’m spending my last nigh in Potterville on the floor surrounded by the dogs, watching a movie with my parents. Tomorrow morning I head back to Batesville on a twelve hour drive with my pup. My jeep is half packed and I have a Steven King book on my mp3 player—I’m ready for the grueling slog back into the south.

November 20, 2009

On the Road Again

I feel sort of extra manly from all things I did to my jeep to get ready for the trip home. The most manliest being, I replaced the oil pressure sending unit all by myself. Not a huge task by any means, but for someone who is definitely not a car guy, I was impressed with my ability to get elbow deep in the engine and sort things out. I also replaced a fuse (I know that one is super easy) and even sewed up a zipper issue on the back window of my soft top. I had the oil changed and a new stereo installed so I wouldn’t have a silent twelve hour drive. I’m ready.

After work I have to swing by my house to grab Shilo before topping off the gas tank, and then I’m heading off. Hopefully I can get a good five hours in tonight before finding a dog-friendly hotel. Fortunately, the time I came up with a cat in the car, I learned that all Days Inns are pet friendly. My little gps should have no trouble finding one for me.

November 15, 2009

Inboxer Rebellion

Found this in my inbox tonight. My friends rock...

I noticed you are on day 1774 on your health watch.Only 2 more days until day 1776 without fast food. That is the day you can declare independence from fast food and write your own constitution. Congratulations.
-E

November 11, 2009

Baby Want Trans-Fat

I was in line at the stinky Kroger a few days ago and I saw something that really annoyed me. And I freely admit, probably more than it should have. Ahead of me were two young women and their children. From their looks, mannerisms, and speech, I took them to be uneducated and probably on the poor side of life. Neither of these things bothered me, but I think they were both contributing factors to what did irk me. One of their kids was a little girl who was small enough to fit comfortably in the cart’s baby seat—I’m no judge of children’s age so take that for what it is. She was eating Cheetos out of a bag in her lap, and at one point she stopped long enough to hand her mom a mostly empty bottle of pop to open for her. This was around six in the evening, so I assume dinner was either already eaten and this was a way of keeping her quiet, or dinner was in the process of being ruined. Now clearly I don’t know what it’s like to be a parent, and clearly I don’t know the entirety of the situation. But what I do know is letting your small child graze on Cheetos and pop while you do your shopping is probably not the healthiest thing to do. In fact, it’s probably right up there topping the list of the unhealthiest things. I’ve also never been comfortable with opening up and eating food while I shop. Maybe I’m elitist or classist or some other –ist, but that has always seemed rather gauche to me. I guess I don’t have a point to make here, other than maybe it annoys me when I see things like this.

November 07, 2009

Dream

Anyone who knows me, knows I had a crush on Emily F. all through elementary school. Anyone who really knows me, knows I had that same crush all the way through high school too. Honestly, it probably actually lingered through the first few years of college too, until memories of her faded a little. Life moved on and I traveled with it. I haven’t though about her in years. But a few nights ago she showed up in one of my dreams. It wasn’t a sex dream exactly, but it was definitely a romantic one. Oddly enough this wasn’t the first time Emily has showed up randomly in a dream like that. It’s strange that I can go years without ever thinking of her, but then my subconscious drags her memory up while I’m asleep.

I think Emily is rooted somewhere deep in my mind because she was the first girl I ever noticed as, well, a girl. I can still remember the day when we were both turning in our class work and our hands touched. It was that exact moment that I began to see girls differently. I was still too young to really understand what I was starting to experience—the entirety of the birds and the bees were a few years away yet. But that was the moment everything started; it was the first peak behind the curtain. I guess that’s why whenever Emily shows up in one of my dreams, it’s never explicitly sexual, it’s more innocent than that. Yet there is always this feeling hinting at something more, life if the dream went a little longer it would turn R rated. It mimics feeling that first glimpse into adulthood I had the day our hands touched. Funny the way the brain works.

November 05, 2009

Coming Home

I got the go-ahead from my boss to take my extended Thanksgiving vacation. Now I’m spending ten days split between Chicago and Potterville for pure, unadulterated, Midwest living that is sure to be a gun-shooting, gizzard eating, beer-drinking, friend-seeing, xbox-blasting, cold weather-enjoying, family-bonding good time. I’ve been feeling pretty homesick lately so I can’t wait to get back and see everyone. What I can wait for though is dealing with a dog in a jeep for twelve hours straight. That part of the trip should be interesting to say the least. Now I just have to get my jeep into the shop for a hopefully not too expensive fix and I’ll be ready to go.

November 04, 2009

Headache

I spent most of yesterday afternoon on the couch in my dark living room due to a bad headache. My poor doggie was excited that I was home early, but then she couldn’t understand why I wouldn’t play with her. After spending the afternoon on the couch, I was in bed by nine and asleep by ten—a feat I haven’t accomplished in quite some time. I woke up feeling nice and refreshed with no need to hit the snooze. It was a nice way to wake up, but I wouldn’t want to go through another headache just to do it again.