I like to think that I'm generally an upbeat person and that I really don't have too many bad days. But today is a bad day. I am in such an incredibly bad mood right now I can hardly contain myself. I have no outlet except right here in front of my computer. I'm at work so I can't launch into a curse word rich diatribe about how shitty things are going and I can't do anything to exhust myself while sitting in a computer lab. I wish I had a punching bag. Or better yet one of those human torso punching bags. If I had one of those I would go home right after work and beat the piss out of it until I was so tired I couldn't life my arm to punch. So much healthier than what I'll probably do tonight which is bum beer of Jen and get drunk. I gotta tell you, right now, at this moment, life sucks the big fat hairy donkey balls. It's a damn good thing I'm such a nice person because there was this Jehovah’s witness on campus today that I almost lost it with. Instead I raised my hands and made a motion that said don't you dare even think about talking to me right now because I'll rip your fucking head off and spit down your throat. And I mumbled as nice as possible "Not Now." He seemed to get the idea and left me alone real quick like.