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March 31, 2003

Last night I ate a

Last night I ate a couple sandwiches and not five minutes later vomitted. Damn crappy stomach.

March 29, 2003

Quote "I'll see your Motley

Quote "I'll see your Motley Crue and Styx and I'll raise you Whitesnake"

March 27, 2003

If you hadn't noticed there

If you hadn't noticed there are a couple great new comments on my blog about the walkout

March 25, 2003

Just bought Jackass the movie

Just bought Jackass the movie with five hours of extras. Who's down for some wicked Jackass watchin' beer drinkin' action this weekend?

It's the little things... The

It's the little things... The Eye, The Captain, and I met at Leo's last night for dinner and a beer. The Capitan made it there first and had a suprise order of Oyster shots on the way for us. Good times.

March 23, 2003

Pills are good. The Wellbutrin

Pills are good. The Wellbutrin is starting to take effect and has taken the edge off of what was probably the worst bout of depression I've ever had. On the down side it has made me quite irritable. For now though, I'm going to put up with the irritability, because it feels so good to not feel so bad. I've got a long way to go, but now I can see the light at the end of the tunnel.

I woke up early this

I woke up early this morning because I'm so excited. I'm excited because in a few minutes I'm going to church. It's been a long time since I've done that and it feels good.

March 20, 2003

Today I was thinking... I

Today I was thinking... I was thinking that of all the girls I've dated there has been only one who never took me for granted. Only one who's respect of myself and our relationship never wavered. Only one who tried to be what I wanted while always being true to herself. Only one who would never do anything to hurt me if it was at all avoidable. Only one who was absolutely committed to the well being of our relationship. Unfortunately I had to break up with her, I do not regret it because it was something I had to do. However I would like to say thank you to her. Thank you, Alisa, for being everything that you were and hopefully still are.

There is a walkout scheduled

There is a walkout scheduled today in protest of the war here in Kalamazoo. I would like to join, but I don't think I should miss my history class. What's a boy to do?

March 18, 2003

I too agree with Michael

I too agree with Michael Moore

Unfortunately I'm getting good at

Unfortunately I'm getting good at reading L337 speak. While surfing the net today I found I could read both of these statements. How sad. In my own defense the second one did take me a minute to figure out. wha7 4 l07 0f p4th3tic l00zers. sur3 4m gl4d I d0n'7 kn0w 4nyb0dy l1k3 7h47! and 1 |\|33|) 70 g37 141|) 83f0r3 1 \/\/r173 4 \/1ru5

I'm filthy! Woke up late

I'm filthy! Woke up late today and didn't have time for a shower. I feel really nasty right now because I got all good and sweaty yesterday. Fortunately I can't smell my own stink yet.

March 17, 2003

<bitter> "Hope is a thing

<bitter>

"Hope is a thing with feathers," It shines light in an otherwise dark
world.

Hope lifts spirits and carries one through hard times.

Hope raises me up only to drop me down.

The soft feathers of hope become the hard scales of Loki, sent by the
cruel striker himself.

Hope is the pin monkey of fate, setting us up only to be knocked down.

Hope is only an allusion that temporally alleviates disparity while
secretly plotting against happiness.

Hope is fleeting and generally leads to disappointment not joy.

Hope is greedy and cannibalistic. Feeding off other hope it grows fast and
strong.

Hope is self-sustaining. You cannot willingly rid yourself of it.

Hope is a disease, my disease.

</bitter>


March 16, 2003

<rant> I hate preps. Today

<rant>

I hate preps. Today I hate preps because they stole my style. I work hard at not fitting into the fashion world and now those bastard fashion following clones are stealing my image. I believe that style is a personal thing and that fashion is for the teeming millions. I have style, preps have fashion. Punks have style, trendy people have fashion. People with style don't have to worry about going out and looking like anyone else. I work hard at keeping my style different and now suddenly my style is fashion. I saw a shirt in American Eagle today for fifty dollars that looks exactly like one I bought at Salvation Army for fifty cents. I see forty dollar brand new faded tee-shirts with chipped prints on them! I buy shirts like that for a quarter! AND I WAS WEARING THEM FIRST! Damn you Abercrombie! You've soiled my image by bastardizing the original look that I've strived to obtain. Now when this years fashion trend is over I'll look like I'm behind the times when apparently I was actually ahead of them. Even wearing wrinkled cloths is trendy now. Ask any of my past girlfriends and I'm sure they'll tell you that I seldom fold my cloths let alone iron them. All this time I was setting the trends, and I thought I was just being lazy.

</rant>

March 14, 2003

A toast: To good times

A toast: To good times and sweet wine, may we see plenty more of both in the future.

or

To the pain!
(catch that reference and I'll buy you a drink)

March 12, 2003

After a couple long and

After a couple long and interesting conversations with Amber I can tell you that she is doing much better. Thanks for your prayers and concerns.

They're still FRENCH FRIES to

They're still FRENCH FRIES to me. "In the mean times, France officially renamed the USA in all of its history books 'The United States of Stupidity' "

March 11, 2003

I nearly forgot! Last night

I nearly forgot! Last night Bourke and I were going to the mall and got to witness a low speed pursuit. It was great, two cop cars chased a lady down Okemos Road for quite a while going about 25-30 miles an hour. I didn't get to see the cops drag her out of the car though because after she pulled over we passed right away and turned a corner.

I got my tired but

I got my tired but out of bed at six a.m. today, made it to WMU by 7:45 and got to class only to find my teacher was sick and class was cancelled. Good thing I'm not Trogdor or I would be burninitating something.

March 09, 2003

To exercise my freedom of

To exercise my freedom of speech: George W. Bush is a horrible president and does not what is best for his country but what is best for the businesses who have him in their pockets.

March 06, 2003

Friday I work, Friday evening

Friday I work, Friday evening I go to P.T.s with Bourke, Friday night I go to a party. Saturday I clean the apartment, Saturday evening I go to the Wild Game Dinner at my parents, Saturday night a party at my place, Sunday it's clean up the post party aftermath, then get ready for the next week. What a busy weekend this is going to be.

March 04, 2003

A short while ago a

A short while ago a girl I was dating tried to commit suicide. Tonight I've once again felt the effects of experiencing such a horrible incident. I was watching a movie with a suicide scene in it and immediately felt my stomach drop and depression sink in. I wonder if this will always happen or if in time I will once again become de-sensitized to tragic events that have no immediate bearing on my life. Although I don't like the unsettling feelings swimming through my mind at the moment, I think I would rather have this than nothing. Because feeling something is far more human than feeling nothing.

March 02, 2003

I spent a little over

I spent a little over six hours at the bar last night. We had to go pretty early because we wanted a table to sit at during the Jones vs Ruiz fight. Good times even if it did get a little long. Next weekend is Ryans birthday party. You're all invited!

March 01, 2003

Went bowling tonight. Johnny Rockstar,

Went bowling tonight. Johnny Rockstar, KC, Tha Chief, Jar, and Mike bowled, I sat and watched Johnny steal KC's beer. It was funny because KC would just leave his beer there and Johnny would drink it. Man KC, what were you thinking? Purple monkey dishwasher.